THE REAL POWER IN BEAUTY IS OUR
ABILITY TO RECOGNIZE IT.
By Anna Giattina Lee
April 12, 2014
It’s
spring again. And just like the
miracle of seeing a baby in the womb of a pregnant women never ceases to amaze
me, the transformation that takes place throughout spring overwhelms me with
moments of unspeakable joy.
I
go to bed in darkness, although sometimes the moon moves through the frames of
my 6 windows like a movie in super slow motion. At first, I awake each morning to light flooding
through the empty branches of the 50 foot tall trees, lighting my spot on the
bed.
But as spring makes it’s way
into my heart, the light turns to sparkles and flashes as it makes its way
through the dense green leaves and is reflected back, making me feel like I’m
inside a crystal looking from the inside out.
The
windows are open, and I get to hear the leaves as they gently rustle against
their branches and rub across my screens to remind me of their presence. I hear the geese fly over my house with
their familiar sounds and I imagine their predictable formation as they make
their way over the mountain to the lake a short distance from our home. The birds sing their various songs.
The
house is still amazingly quiet and my littlest one, who still sleeps in our
room, breaths gently and mumbles in his sleep as the sun does it’s job and
gently pries his tiny eyes open.
He smiles from ear to ear with his eyes still slightly full of sleep in
that sweet way that adds to his innocence. Whether he sees me or not, his first word is always “Nanna,” which
he speaks in a raspy small voice that is evidence that he has just woken up.
“I’m
here baby,” I say as he looks for my head poking out of my old quilts that I
layer to cocoon myself. He climbs
out of his bed dragging his blanket behind and comes to join me in bed for some
cuddle time before the day begins full force.
These
moments are beauty. And when I am
aware. When I allow myself to see
and feel and hear beauty. When I
recognize it for what it is, I am stunned all over again. As if it is the first time I have ever
understood beauty.
Why? I ask repeatedly. Why do I have the ability to recognize
and appreciate beauty? God you didn’t have to make that possible. But you did.
And
then the answer comes in almost the same words every time. “The most incredible thing about beauty is not that we can
see it and feel it and hear it.
But that God gave us the ability to recognize beauty. To experience it. To appreciate it. To love it. To take pleasure in it. To let it excite us.
Motivate us. Enliven
us. To make us happy and
creative and joyful.”
And
my friends, that is a gift. A
grand gift from God.
And
one that leads us back to Him and His beauty.
Thank
you God.
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